My cards got confused when trying to hone in on what you want, lol. So, I've decided to go with what you need to know instead. This may or may not pertain to the art thing.
I see a hand being extended, someone reaching out for help, or reaching out to help. Big decision(s) to be made. It'll feel like your hands are tied, like you are not in control, or that you are being prevented from going about what it is that you want. I see a man, he is a working man, does what he needs, and isn't afraid to do what he has to do, and will take care of his home and those around him. You need to get out of "la la land" and start paying attention, but also stop worrying so much. You are a powerful woman, very powerful, full of all kinds of spiritual energy, and you can face any of the challenges put before you. Yes, things seem rough at times, sometimes even too rough to deal with, but this is only on the surface, and it will pass. Meditate, and meditate often. Meditate on all that bothers you and you will find the answers you need.