cheetoro
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First and foremost, excuse my etiquette if there is much of any because this....is the first forum I've ever even been on and I might be making a fool of myself and I'm extremely nervous.
From a young age I was different. Perhaps I was annoying or noisy but no one really talked to me. But that wasn't my issue. I did not have strong feeling of visions or feelings, but I did feel strongly towards certain things and unlike the world. I am a day dreamer at heart and imagine things that...almost seem so real but aren't.
I have memory problems, long and short term.
I've been through bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts because I felt like I wasn't supposed to even be here. This isn't about my depression though, this is about me feeling so different. I feel like I'm not adhered to this world or this body, I've looked in the mirror and *honestly* have not recognized myself.
I've thought I was crazy for years and years.....my parents took me to a counselor....I just want to know why I'm so different. If it's a mental problem, is it just me, or is there something else.
I've only come into the possibly I might be psychic within the last couple years. It was on YouTube.
I felt so connected to not a religion, but to the symbolism of everything behind the hermetic tarot deck. The world made sense behind hermeticism....and it makes me feel crazy.....but I just honestly am not sure anymore.
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From a young age I was different. Perhaps I was annoying or noisy but no one really talked to me. But that wasn't my issue. I did not have strong feeling of visions or feelings, but I did feel strongly towards certain things and unlike the world. I am a day dreamer at heart and imagine things that...almost seem so real but aren't.
I have memory problems, long and short term.
I've been through bouts of depression and suicidal thoughts because I felt like I wasn't supposed to even be here. This isn't about my depression though, this is about me feeling so different. I feel like I'm not adhered to this world or this body, I've looked in the mirror and *honestly* have not recognized myself.
I've thought I was crazy for years and years.....my parents took me to a counselor....I just want to know why I'm so different. If it's a mental problem, is it just me, or is there something else.
I've only come into the possibly I might be psychic within the last couple years. It was on YouTube.
I felt so connected to not a religion, but to the symbolism of everything behind the hermetic tarot deck. The world made sense behind hermeticism....and it makes me feel crazy.....but I just honestly am not sure anymore.
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